I SHALL not take my 'O'levels next year and instead graduate with my own class and frens. Thanks everyone for encouraging me to not give up. I just had a ill-feeling i'll screw everything up. Thanks for the notes and tips as well. I won't let you all down and myself too. I wanna get over and done with, with secondary school life.


School life will never be the same without my classmates and ex-classmates who have been there with me throughout the 4years in KC. School has turned back from blah into whoa. Hahah. More people whom I'm close to have decided to go back to school i guess?


Prelims suck, so does my art. Prelims practical tmr. Hope I won't cause anything to catch fire again.

Hung out at Gelares with 4 males, who were feverntly discussing and planning a stag party for one of them who's getting married at the end of the year. The ideas, are IMPOSSIBLE. Brings out the devil in every man i assure you.


I'm really relieved i'm moving along so well. Prayers are being answered. I guess what really made me move on and not wanna give the relationship another shot was the disappointment as well. Oh well, time to move along and carry on and of course enjoy the single life :)


Cheers

You're moving on, and there's no reason why I shouldn't. I ignore the best advice and ended up in this state. Wise or unwise, you tell me. But whatever it is, it's over i guess. Was just hoping you didn't hate me that much. There are times when I think of you and tear, but it's gonna be over isn't it?


And I'll just smile, waiting for all this to be over.




Detention was fun, surprisingly.

I shall make a conscious effort not to talk to you. I don't wanna step in again, when you're moving on. Best get over and done with.

Debbie and Clare's adventure. It just never ends, regardless of age. Back to primary school days stunts.. No longer that rugged though. Can't imagine how we were last time.

I guess it has all come to an end. The past 8months. It's just too much to handle or at least for me. You may blame me now, you may not understand, but i guess you'll be thanking me later and wonder why didn't you do it earlier.


No one said it'll last forever, no one said it'll end this soon. No one said it'll be this bad but I guess thats just part of life. It's time for us both to move on with our lives. Thanks Deb and Chris for always being there for me :)


I can't help but tear when i think of you, or happen to catch a glimpse of you. Thank god it'll never happen again. If i could tear till i'm dry, I would but things will never be the same.

I guess this has been one of the best birthdays I've had in a really long time. I got everything I wanted, well almost. Many surprises and heartfelt gifts.

Morning:
Daryl surprised me by sending me so early to school in the morning and gave me a CD with really nice songs. Hahah apparently I had a major confusion with who I was supposed to spend the afternoon with. Well many bithday wishes today :)

Afternoon:
Had lunch with Debbie at Different Taste cafe. Were the only ones there. Ate till we almost exploded and then walked to Video Ezy where Debbie got her membership card. Then headed to Parkway to meet up with my godsis over a cup of coffee. Walk around for abit.

Evening:
Met up with Chris for dinner, ordered alot as usual. 3 main course and 1 starter. Ate everything clean. Chris was still hungry after that. Amazing no? You tell me. Walked around Parkway again coz he had to get some stuff. Then headed to East Coast Park for Gelare's it's a TUESDAY :)

Best part of birthdays, not the gifts but the wishes and hugs :)

Possible to have that special someone who is an ordinary person, leading the simple life? The discussion led me into believing even more that that is what I want ultimately.


Anyways details on my birthday celebrations:

Friday:
Went out with Chris to Bugis instead of our intended dinner place, Blooies. Got stuck in quite a few jams, and on top of that, had to visit about 3 different car parks to get a parking lot, as it was the last Friday of the month, late night shopping. Apparently he took me there to find my birthday present which he couldn't find in Parkway, but they didn't have it there as well. Had a 4 course dinner at Billy Bombers,the amount of food and ice cream consumed was absolutely SINFUL. Took a sight-seeing trip around town in the car and went to Mount Faber and got caught in quite abit of cobwebs which made us decide to leave and head back to the East, was getting late anyways.


Saturday:
Went down to Orchard library with Debbie to study. Had abit of a wardrobe malfunction, and had to hop into ZARA to get a top to change out of. Lost track of time and was a little late for mass. Went to Swensens after mass where I had my suprise birthday dinner.




Little Ethan :) Will grow up to be one helluva of a gorgeous hunk ;p




Got really high with Debbie. And I absolutely loved the White Chocolate Blondie and the ice cream cake. Thanks Chris for organising the surprise party and sorry for burning a hole in yr pocket the past 2days. Almost hit $200 hahah lucky all my clothes can still fit.

Today/Monday:

Had dinner with my immediate family, grandparents and Daryl at SKI 360 had quite abit of seafood. Went home to cut the cake from NYDC, Mochamisu. It was great abit rich though. Last day of birthday celebration is tomorrow!

I had a conversation with a friend today, one who has had countless number of exes. And so, she was telling me how she used to date guys who were cute and liked her, and how she'll simply date them solely based on that.


You could say she was never single in a way. But now, she's been single for the past 8months. She's become more selective on the guys she would actually date now. High-fliers, a no-no. Good-lookers? Not necessarily. Simple enough, low-profiler whom she can feel the special something with? Yup he's the one.


Does this have to do with maturing and growing up? I think so.